EVERYTHING IS SORE. EVERYTHING HURTS IN NEW AND INTERESTING WAYS

[kaiserkuchen]

...and still, I am pretty much psyched about the effects that these crash sessions of pilates+workouts that I have been having since last Friday. I GOT TO PUNCH THINGS THIS WEDNESDAY!! It's a damn shame I don't have more time here (ahhh leaving for Bangkok this Sunday :((( ), because I am wistfully imagining how much more awesome I'd look after that. Past the span until mid October when I will be wholly consumed by my Thesis, I do hope that I can still latch upon this feeling and try to exercise more in Vienna. There must be a fitness studio near the dorms that isn't either horrifically seedy or horrendously over-priced, right? I want to lose weight, I want to look fitter and better and be finally happy with the way I look in a mirror without my blinders of denial and 'who gives, it's only you who'll be seeing this' on, and I hope I can stick with this and make something gradual but long-lasting happen, so that I can at least have some prelim results by Christmas. The personal trainer who did a beginning fitness and consultation session with me in the beginning put it in lovely, tangible and slightly alarming numbers. When converted to kilos, the body fat measuring machine tells me that the 35% (with "healthy" being around 25%, apparently) becomes 26 kilos. 26 kilos! That's an entire suitcase filled with stuff that is apparently pasted somewhere around my hips, ass and thighs!

So, because telling things to the internet means that they should eventually happen, I hereby declare my intent to sustainably give this ~*losing weight/getting fitter*~ thing, another good old college try! It would be unbelievable to have a 6- in front of my weight again, and hey, I'm in my 20s, that should be the age where we are at our most young and spry and hot, ne? Lolol. I am sure that Carmen will be an added health policeman and curb my baser impulses (and urges for COCA-COLAAAAAAA and salami pralines) once she gets back, Clemens has been muttering things about also looking to get fit again (and he's always good to drag around for things) and gwy and I are apparently now internet support buddies! LET'S FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT :D! ALSO, cheshire_tabby, this goes without speaking that I will probably be dragging you grocery shopping and invading your lovely apartment for flimsy reasons again :DD

AND IN OTHER NEWS: laliandra, gwy, cheshire_tabby and soon laulan (AHHH LOOKING FORWARD TO FRIDAY) should all receive shiny internet medals and lovings for being the sparkling and darling people who are playing a massive part in helping me not miserably fail at my Bachelor's Thesis. I COULDN'T HAVE CHOSEN BETTER ARTICULATE AND WONDERFUL PEOPLE TO FAKE NOT-KNOW FOR THE SAKE OF ~ACADEMIC PURITY~ IN INTERVIEWING ♥ ♥

HAVE A PSYCHOTIC PICTURE OF AJ AS YOUR INITIAL "REWARD" :DD

Comments

[gwy.livejournal.com]

XD AND I WAS SO BAD WITH EATING TODAY UGH. FAILFAIL.SO. THE GOAL IST CHRISTMAS; HOW MANY KILOS? XD

And that interview thingy was actually a lot of fun. Though i had the feeling that i couldn't finish every second sentence that i started aah ständig verhaspelt *FAILFAIL* du und dein super englisch, das war mir schon fast peinlich mit dir englisch zu reden meeeep.

Okay jetzt schnell aufräumen. Mein leben ist SO BUSY right now. Unbelievable.

♥

please watch merlin.

[kaiserkuchen.livejournal.com]

I HAD A SEAFOOD DINNER EXTRAVAGANZA TODAY, SO YEAH WHOOPS. Ahh, manchmal hat man halt kleine Ausrutscher bzw. muss man sich was gönnen~~ ;D UND HMMMMMMMMMM FÜNF?? MOAR?? I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAN BE FEASIBLE lolol FÜNF HÖRT SICH ABER GUT AN, ODER? :DD?

Dude you seemed eloquent enough to me, and regardless, remember the magical power of the ~transcription fairy~ ;DD

[gwy.livejournal.com]

vier?! ich nehm im moment eher zu aaah.

Dude you seemed eloquent enough to me, and regardless, remember the magical power of the ~transcription fairy~ ;DD< /i>

:D♥