I LOOKED INTO THE FUTURE
Jul. 27th, 2009 11:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
AND SAW NO REAL FREE TIME AT ALL, JEEBUS FUCK I should take this as a lesson never to promise doing things by my next entry, because uh, laaaaaaaawl so much for that. Ugh, self.
The weekend starting Thursday evening with HAIRY POTTA!!1 was awesome though, and then CHIANG MAI!!-- ahh god I wish I could still be there now. I was so unbelievably grateful for Ma this weekend, while I laid about being a lump of extra useless and tired flesh slowly regaining hours of sleep and brain function, she'd be pushing a plate heaped with delightfully cut fruits in front of me (Gold and green kiwis! Dragonfruit! Pomegranate! Mangoes!) or a glass of freshly pressed orange juice. She'd take us for a much needed session of Thai masssage (nggg I basically died on my pillow oh god it was heavenly), let me buy apple chips and other snacks en masse at the supermarket and even not yell at me for falling asleep in the afternoon or early evening because the couch was too comfortable, reading took too much concentration or I was just still that plain tired. And then when I would wake up again she'd just corral me gently into the next thing I was supposed to do, or show me that she had repacked my bags, or loan me some of her extra things because I was too dumb to think about packing enough clothing when I was in Bangkok.
AHHHH MOTHER I LOVE YOU ♥
BUT NOW I AM BACK IN BKK and back to the grueling 5AM-8PM days and ffffffff do not totally want at all :((( The work at the internship has amped up, I really should have gotten the competitive comparison done last week, I thought I'd have enough time this week but now I am apparently being piled on with a shitload of other things. All not that hard, some even irritatingly banal (GO WASTE HOURS IN TAKING SHADY PICTURES OF PRODUCTS IN SUPERMARKETS, REALLY??) but oh how they are time consuming.
Also I have discovered via bouts of amazing naps and feelings of incapacitation when I didn't drink any that I have become caffeine-addicted, even if it is only by necessity. FOUL THROBBING COFFEE HEADACHES HOW I HATE YOU. HISSSSS.
The weekend starting Thursday evening with HAIRY POTTA!!1 was awesome though, and then CHIANG MAI!!-- ahh god I wish I could still be there now. I was so unbelievably grateful for Ma this weekend, while I laid about being a lump of extra useless and tired flesh slowly regaining hours of sleep and brain function, she'd be pushing a plate heaped with delightfully cut fruits in front of me (Gold and green kiwis! Dragonfruit! Pomegranate! Mangoes!) or a glass of freshly pressed orange juice. She'd take us for a much needed session of Thai masssage (nggg I basically died on my pillow oh god it was heavenly), let me buy apple chips and other snacks en masse at the supermarket and even not yell at me for falling asleep in the afternoon or early evening because the couch was too comfortable, reading took too much concentration or I was just still that plain tired. And then when I would wake up again she'd just corral me gently into the next thing I was supposed to do, or show me that she had repacked my bags, or loan me some of her extra things because I was too dumb to think about packing enough clothing when I was in Bangkok.
AHHHH MOTHER I LOVE YOU ♥
BUT NOW I AM BACK IN BKK and back to the grueling 5AM-8PM days and ffffffff do not totally want at all :((( The work at the internship has amped up, I really should have gotten the competitive comparison done last week, I thought I'd have enough time this week but now I am apparently being piled on with a shitload of other things. All not that hard, some even irritatingly banal (GO WASTE HOURS IN TAKING SHADY PICTURES OF PRODUCTS IN SUPERMARKETS, REALLY??) but oh how they are time consuming.
Also I have discovered via bouts of amazing naps and feelings of incapacitation when I didn't drink any that I have become caffeine-addicted, even if it is only by necessity. FOUL THROBBING COFFEE HEADACHES HOW I HATE YOU. HISSSSS.
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Date: 2009-07-27 04:39 pm (UTC)I mean, all the food sounds properly awesome, and that is so lovely of your mum. It is wonderful to be pampered!
But your schedule sounds hectic! I only wish I could make soothing noises at you IRL! Someone once told me I had a very soothing voice, you know ;)
OH! You could have me reading the Ninja Polar Bear story, if you would like?!
Also YAY HARRY POTTER!
<3<3<3
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Date: 2009-07-27 04:48 pm (UTC)and yessssss it was so wonderful, especially as it was such a treat because normally she (rightly) yells at me to do it my own damn self, but I must have made a particularly feeble picture to make her mothering instinct go into such overdrive (delightful, delightful overdrive)
<333 I HAVE C's POST OPEN IN A TAB STILL. SOON I WILL GET TO IT. AND BY SOON I MEAN MY "SOON", WHICH IS NOT BOUND BY TIME AND SPACE'S FEEBLE LINEAR CONSTRAINTSSSSS
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Date: 2009-07-27 05:13 pm (UTC)I WANT THE WORLD TO GIVE YOU BACK NAO.
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Date: 2009-07-29 04:50 pm (UTC)RABUUUUUU
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Date: 2009-07-28 07:01 am (UTC)'zere anything I can do to help? I could, uhh, write you that gift I owe you? (I'm still sort of working on that ANGELBABY one, btw, which is frustrating and refuses to be either serious OR funny and just sucks currently. But it won't always.) Or, or, I could send you a . . . picture essay by email! Or, or something?
Or I GUESS I could be satisfied with just saying I hope your week improves massively. ♥♥♥ Hope ever'thang evens out.
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Date: 2009-07-29 04:56 pm (UTC)And duuuuuuuuuuude, no need! Like I said, your mails and ecards (someecards are concentrated AWESOMESAUCE) are like sumptuous helpings of joy that help me get through the day already ♥ I mean, the fic will be done when it wants to be done, and I look forward to reading it the day it is finished. AND THE LUCY AND LAZARUS ROSE FIC. NEXT FANDOM CLASSIC, HELLO?? ;DD
HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS right back atchaaaa
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Date: 2009-07-29 08:19 pm (UTC)+ LOOOL more like the thing that's going to get me kicked out of fandom XDDDD