Has it really been 4 days already?? Hot damn.

[kaiserkuchen]

But basically you guys can count yourselves lucky that technology isn't at the point where one can automatically compose LJ-entries in their brain and immediately post them, otherwise you all would have been treated to some A-class emotional roller coaster self-pitying venting. That would kind of go like this: BAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWW I AM SCREWED BECAUSE OF NO INTERNSHIP AND MY LOOMING DEPARTURE DATE ---> ...OH WAIT MAYBE I WILL NOT BE SCREWED AFTER ALL!! I CAN HAS SOME CAUTIOUS HOPE! ---> BUT WAIT SOMETHING IS HAPPENING TO DRAG ME DOWN AGAIN ---> HA-HA! I HAVE OVERCOME THIS OBSTACLE, SOME INTERVIEWS GET! ---> AND NOW, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, TIME FOR SHARON'S BI-ANNUAL SELF-WORTH ISSUES BORN OF SOME THROWAWAY REMARKS FROM DAD CRISIS, now with added blubbering in his office! ---> YAY MY NORMALLY KIND OF EMOTIONALLY STUNTED FATHER HAS AWKWARDLY BUT CLEARLY STATED AND REAFFIRMED HIS LOVE FOR ME AND THAT HE IS PROUD OF MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS THAT 'I HAVE GAINED ON MY OWN MERIT' it continues to baffle both him and me how much a part of me always needs to hear him explicitly state elementary things like these, because somehow I decided to be supremely neurotic and full of issues about this, even though part of me should full well know that DUH MY PARENTS LOVE ME OKAYYY *headdesks*I love Ma so much for letting me cry over the phone at her while I was freaking the taxi driver out though too, ahh
(THE END. FOR NOW??)

...so okay, I guess you are all catching me on an upswing! I spent the last few days furiously prepping for, and calling up various big ad agencies here for a summer internship (seriously, I googled the Top 10 worldwide agencies and just went through looking for their BKK offices. Lolol might as well aim high, eh??). Spent 9 hours today running around town, submitting my cover letter + CV and filling out some uh, very interesting application forms at Young & Rubicam, Saatchi & Saatchi, McCann Erickson and Leo Burnett. Have to go into town AGAIN tomorrow for a hastily on their part rescheduled interview with someone from Leo Burnett, third consecutive day on less that 5 hours sleep is goooooooo. BUT! I really hope the LB thing works out, because they are ~fantastic~ and I loved their office already from the moment I stepped into the threshold. Will still probably send off the requested email-only applications to Ogilvy and EURO RSCG on Monday too though, ONE CAN NEVER BE TOO SURE.

GOD I HOPE I GET IN. I CAN ALREADY SEE MYSELF DYING THIS SUMMER FROM THE STRESS, but oh myyyyyyyy just the thought of how my CV would look with an internship + certificate from one of these pimpin' agencies?? DREAM COME TRUUUUUUUUUE (part 1! Part 2 would actually be working their for cash money lolol)

and on that note! SLEEP. Moooooooar postings tomorrow~ MISS YOU ALL BBs! (well okay I had been good with commenting these past few days)

Comments

[apple-scruffer.livejournal.com]

OMFG YAY FOR INTERNSHIPPING OMFG IT'S LIKE THE MOST STRESSFUL THING IN THE WOOOOOOOORLD BUT OMG SO TTLY WORTH IT Y/Y/MFY.

I MISS BEING ABLE TO TALK TO YOUUUUUUUON A SEMI-NORMAL BASIS YOU ARE MADE OF AWESOME AND WIN AND ETC. ETC. ETC. AND I REALLY SHOULD BE WORKING BUT FUCK IT, I'VE GOT CLASS IN LIKE TWENTY MINUTES AND I REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING THAT, EITHER, BUT I HAVE TO BECAUSE MY TEACHER'S FUCKING INSANE LOLOLOLLOLOL OMG.

ALSO, ALSO, THAT FIRST PARAGRAPH? MY LIFE IN THE LAST FOUR DAYS. FOR SERIOUS. I CAN'T EVEN. I MEAN MY GOD, RIGHT NOW I'M SITTING HERE TYPING THIS, AND THAT GUY WHO BEFRIENDED ME REPEATEDLY AND THEN UNCEREMONIOUSLY DUMPED ME BACK IN NOVEMBER IS SITTING LIKE THREE COMPUTERS AWAY FROM ME, AND I JUST I CAN'T EVEN I WANT TO SAY SOMETHING, BUT I DON'T BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T LIKE HIM, BUT OH MY GOD WHY THE HELL IS HE ~DOWN HERE~ WHEN NOBODY EVERY COMES DOWN HERE AND NOW THINGS ARE AWKWARD AND WEIRD AND FAIL AND OMFG I MADE A 'SWC' REFERENCE AND DIDN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT WHEN I WROTE IT LOLOLOLOL PATHETIC AWESOMENESS IS PATHETIC.

LOL ANYWAY. UHM. ILU. AS DOES ANDYPANTS AND HIS COMICALLY OVERSIZED HEADPHONES. THE END. :D :D :D

ICON TWINSES

[kaiserkuchen.livejournal.com]

DUUUUUUUUDE I THINK THE POSITIVE VIBES WORKED I GOT EEEEEEEET AHHHH POSSIBLY SUPER PIMPING FUTURE, HERE IS MY FIRST STEP IN YOUR DIRECTION! EMBRACE ME AND PRESS ME TO YOUR CAPITALISTIC BOSOM OF MATERIAL DESIRES PLZZZZ :DD

SO LET'S SEE THIS AS A SIGN THAT YOUR STUFF WILL ALL WORK OUT TOO DUDE THE US GOVERNMENT WILL CLEARLY BE AN EVEN BETTER PLACE WITH A CLASSY AWESOMESAUCE LADY LIKE YOU IN IT (AND YOU CAN GIVE US INSIDER GOSS!!1) I HEREBY CALL DIBS ON LIKE A SMUGGLED WH OFFICE SUPPLY PEN OR SOMETHING OKAY BTW

AND I'VE SAID IT TO C/mcollinknight TOO, THERE MUST BE SOMETHING IN THE WATER RIGHT NOW MAN LOOK AT US ALL SCATTERED IN DIFF COUNTRIES, YET ALL UNITED UNDER THE UMBRELLA OF UNI AND WAAAAAAAAAAAH MY FUTURE DESTINY!!1 STRESS. TALK ABOUT YOUR UNIVERSAL CONCERNS EH??

I HOPE THAT UGGGH DUDE LEFT SOON! HOW DARE HE TAINT THE TRANQUIL ZONE OF THE COM LAB WITH HIS WAVES OF OOZING AWKWARDNESS. A POX ON HIM AND HIS UH, FAMILY I GUESS. MAYBE THEY'RE SECRETLY NICE?? SO I SHALL JUST RESTRICT THE INTERNET SMITING TO HIM SPECIFICALLY


OKAY NOW I NEED TO GO OBSESSIVELY REFRESH OUR UNI COURSE SIGNUP PAGE AHH THE SYSTEM CRASHED THREE TIMES ALREADY TODAY AHH FUCKERSS FUCKERS FUCKERSSSSSSSSSSS

[comava.livejournal.com]

I sort of love that first paragraph. XD

YOU CAN HAS SOME CATIOUS HOPE. AND CHANGE. *pumps fist*

[kaiserkuchen.livejournal.com]

Hee I was pretty happy with my mad condensing skillz there, too *serious nods*

:D :D DAAAAAAAANKE es hat bestimmt geholfen ahhhhh I made it ahhhhhhhhh :DD

[bravecows.livejournal.com]

GOOD LUCK with your interview(s)!

[kaiserkuchen.livejournal.com]

Thanks! IT SEEMED TO HAVE ALL PANNED OUT WELL IN THE END, ahhhhh Leo Burnett I love you already ♥