Ninjas STILL can't catch you if you're on fire

BACK! from Prague since laaate Sunday evening and I am still hellaciously and fantastically tired. Those were some mighty awesome and hardcore 4 days spent in the cold, beautiful and painful for the feet cobblestone streets of Prague. When I really think about it, 2008 seems to be my year of travel with Carmen, I mean BKK/CMAI in Feb, Stockholm in May and now Prague. Ahhh ♥ Love it. But now I have been slowly but surely faced with the music and hot damn, even if I KNOW that if I had stayed I still wouldn't have made much headway with my to-do list, it is still uh, quite unsettling. SO MUCH WORK I DO NOT WANT TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DD: Thankfully the BAKK1 HÜ got postponed to next week, yet I still have PR and WERB AT HÜs to get done (both due tomorrow)... and some quality research time at the IPKW Bib that I should be leaving for in half an hour but no. I can't.

>_>;;;;;

AT LEAST THE NEW EPS OF GOSSIP GIRL AND LAST WEEKS DEXTER AND SPN WERE GREAT :( I will always have my distracting TV hobbiessssssssssssssssss

THINGS I SHOULD BE DOING NOW:
__taking a shower and getting ready to leave for lecture
__maybe folding some laundry
__maaaaaybe doing the dishes
__maaaaaaaaaaybe starting some uni work
__imprägniering my new boots
__thinking of gift ideas for a friend's impending B'day bash
__TAKING A SHOWER AND GETTING READY TO LEAVE FOR LECTURE

THINGS I SHOULDN'T BE DOING:
__making random phonecalls to people
__bothering Carmen on the dormphones to the point of actual irritability because she is swamped with work and Michi is also bothering her
__typing this entry up and wasting time on the internets
__obsessively refreshing Facebook and waiting/hoping for people to do interesting things

__feeling guilty and uncomfortable that Philipp has sent me another sms about meeting this weekend and I am totally gonna ignore that or either cancel and goddddddddd why doesn't he get the message that I am not actually interested without me actually having to say anything :/// Do not want to have to talk to him againnnn (and I still miss my bracelet bawww)

UGH and I was in such a good mood yesterday, too.

SUDDENLY, a HEADACHE APPEARS. Today was such a grab-bag of surprising awesome (went on a walk from our dorm to the freaking Karlsplatz with Carmen!), vague stabs at productivity and eventual backsliding into staring blankly at the computer screen. I am now attempting to amend the latter to at least 'typing random bullshit on the computer whilst staring at it blankly', so yeah, baby steps. This sounds so stupid when I say this, but holy fuck, being back in Vienna and thus having to be more than vaguely social is SO STRENUOUS. Am I ever so happy that Carmen is right next door and Olga also, because hot damn if it sometimes seems like actually managing to wash my hair and wear decent pants counts as a legit daily goal. Even made some phonecalls to Michelle and Lis for uni/social reasons, must work up to actually contacting some of the others, too. Am still ignoring Clemens because I have slowly and finally registered his decent into more than slight doucheitude even before the hols (long story) and lol, dude never writes the whole time, and when he finally does it is to ask me to get some shit for him in BKK or help him re:uni crap he should have known better. NOT ANYMORE WITH ME, ASS.

NOTES TO SELF:
__FINISH CLEANING UP ROOM. You started off so well, self! Pushing the pile on the floor around with your foot does not count, sadly.
__KILL THE SPIDER WEB THAT IS ACTUALLY MORE OF A SPIDER HAMMOCK THAN WEB IN THE CORNER. Creeptastic, errgh.
__SIGN UP FOR CLASSES, AHHHH.
__DO LAUNDRY, srsly those bedsheets have been sucking in dust for three months and you already have a giant zit on your forehead I BET I KNOW WHERE THAT'S FROM.
__MAKE FOOD PLANS, DRAW UP COST PLANS FOR THIS MONTH, TELL SILVIA TO SEND MONEY fuck ey why does she keep forgetting this??
__CALL PEOPLE

Also, for a dose of ♥football♥ related lols, these two Poldi ads made me crack up. HERE is the Prinzenrolle ad where tinykidA will NEVER EVER trade his Poldi card ever, not even for a whole bunch of Italian player ones XD, and it also makes me want to eat Prinzenrolle again ooh that stuff is tasty. THIS was apparently an AXE special edition that featured Podolski, and lol what can you fault an ad that has a dude repeatedly taking his shirt off? NO COMPLAINTS HERE, uhuhu. And the last bit-- 'Nur solange Poldi kann' ahahahaha niiice. Not an ad and not always A++ funny is this SKETCH by Oli Pocher and Other Dude called "Brokeback Mannschaft", starring you know who. The buttsex gags are kind of old but there are some winners later on-- 'Doppelkorn alleine? Vergiss et'(refs the adidas ad that the WM06 Mannschaft made), the whole 'Nu Kimm' 'Nö isch bleib in Köln' bit and the 'Von den Produzenten von 'Ein Schweini Namens Poldi'', ahhhh XDD.

MAYBE I SHOULD GO TO BED NOW.

PS OLGA I AM STILL SUPER JEALOUS OF YOUR SWANK PAD *seeeeethes* XDD

PROBLEM A: My luggage either weighs 22 OR 26 kilos. Since the limit is teeeeeechnically 20kgs, it shouldn't be a surprise which one I am gunning for?? PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME HAVE TO REPACK AND CULL SHIT OUT, PLEAAAAAAAAAASE DDD:

PROBLEM B: Trading in the usual rucksack for a laptop bag does win me future style points, but utterly effs up my time-honored 'cram the rest shit in the backpack and HOPE FOR THE BEST!!1' strategy. BALLS. I should probably go up and see to that before Dad comes, huh?

NOT A PROBLEM C: I am so tired from the genius decision to have two hours of sleep last night, and the one hour nap just now, that the likeliness of me sleeping (and snoring, let's be honest) through about 3/4ths of the flight is high. Score!!1

NOT A PROBLEM D: Hair is even more newly trimmed (I CAN HAS FRINGE AGAIN), and now 'short' for my standards, which is probably still longer than average for most. It used to cover my boobs and then some when dried normally, and now when blow-dryed straight barely brushes them. I now have five months to grow back the difference, woo!

ALSO: got me a last minute Thai massage at MBK and melted into a melty pool of goodness after than one hour. I mean, GNNNNNNGH SO NICE. Will make the incoming pain of traveling at least seem half as dicktastic as usual, here's hoping!

The holes in my mouth feel ...gooey. Like they are not exactly solid, nor is my mouth flooded with blood so much anymore (waking up today sure was gross!), yet it is still exceedingly annoying and I am so clamping down on the urge to eff around there with my tongue. GO GO SELF CONTROL! Though I did need to always go and smear some toothpaste on my tongue yesterday just to have some other flavor in my mouth besides the coppery tang of nontasty blood. There is also near to no pain, which is either because the painkillers I am still downing like candy are working, or due to the fact that the whole shebang wasn't really that bad to begin with. Hmm. Am currently experiencing pain of the more monthly uterus-clenching sort though, so I guess that evens it out :/

Dad and I bummed around Future Park today and I found out that I managed to thoroughly addict the household to these delicious Katje's brand fruit gummies that are normally sold in dM, but I also found here. Haha! Another victory is miiiine~. The blackcurrant ones are totes the best, though! I am really hungry at the moment of typing this entry, which is probably accounting for the lack of anything interesting in it. I CAN SMELL OXTAIL SOUP IN THE KITCHEN. Mmmmh, oxtail soup ♥ I already look forward to using the okay half of my mouth to gnaw on the meat. Deliciousness awaaaits!

OH AND TOMORROW: NEW IPOD GET! I am already downloading loads of awesome fanvids in anticipation. And by loads I actually mean one or two, but yeah.

;_; ;_; ;_;

What a shame, what a damn shame. The Spaniards won, and hurrah for them, but all in all I didn't feel like it was that good of a finals match? Even Torre's deciding goal wasn't THAT stunning-- I mean, what was he yanking Lahm around for? And nearly stepping on Lehmann, tss. ALSO wtf was that (mini) headbutt of Podolski from Silva?? Where was the ref then? And oh how we were hoping for a German comeback, and there were times were it seemed to be happening, but it never really seemed to fully take shape. All those missed chances, waargh. Poor Schweini, he really seemed to be the most floored by the end result and I bet that pictures of him lying on the field covering his eyes will be also plastered all over the news (it already made it onto the Spiegel.de Fotostrecke, lol).

But! They still made second place in the EM, and that in itself is pretty damn awesome, too. Hopefully the WM in 2010 will be the truly awesome year for the boys! And they better keep Jogi Löw as the Bundestrainer, he was great ♥

As a last mention though-- fucking a' the fans on the Heldenplatz Fanzone were a bunch of negative assholes. It's one thing to cheer for your team and hope they win, but what was up with all the anti-german stuff? And even more depressing and ironic was the fact that the songs and chants that were sung were originally German songs anyways, so waaaay to be creative and totally 'anti' there >_>;; ...I mean, 'geh doch nach haaaause, du alte Scheiiiiiße'= isn't that a HSV chant??

Have apparently reached the 'EVERYTHING. I MUST EAT YOUU. NOW' stage of monthly cursing my hormones-ness! At least I did attempt to make it healthy, some tasty iceberg SALAD for dinner and some seedless grapes, buuut I suppose this gets canceled out by the half bar of nougat I had, the packet of salami pralinen and the 500g serving of Dr Oetker's Rote Grütze. God that shit is TASTY.

Have just found this receipe that sounds like a simple and vaguely healthy thing to make in May, when more cash is here though! Thank god for Spar supermarkets now letting you pay with credit cards, my budget is otherwise verrah strapped due to ultimate FAIL!!1 orz

And to continue on the ULTIMATE FAIL!!1 note, my Sprechstunde with Gouma about my STEP3 Arbeit was... illuminating, to say the least. Turns out that even if I did make a 2 on the final grade due to previous good homework assignments and my in-class participation, the final essay itself was merely a 3. Which, even if I now know what the flaws and bits and bobs were that she didn't like or that I did a bit shoddily, kind of is another stab in the heart of 'WHY AM I APPARENTLY SO DAMN DUMB IN UNI'. Gah. Must learn from this, must pass the three exams in store for me this week and I FUCKING MUST get at least a 2 in the subsequent STEP5 incarnation of this essay. This is starting to become a bit humiliating, the extent of my constant uni average-ishness. If only I could be lazy AND not give a damn about my grades, but nope, am lazy AND get disappointed when the obviously inadequate fruits of my near to non-existent labor are borne.

GAH.

Taekwondo was awesome as usual today though! Sidekick actionnn and we had to do these weird stretching exercises with our partners, and mine was this short and kinda prickly guy. Never really knew if what he was saying was meant in a joking manner or if he was subtly dissing me or something. AH WELL~ But this POURING RAIN on the way back that IS STILL HAPPENING was kinda shittastic, I must add!

1.) So like, in Taekwondo today we had to warm up by using a jump-rope. Sounds like a fun return to the days spent happily frolicking in the playground in our childhood right? JESUS CHRIST NO, this shit be HARDCORRRRRRRRE. I was panting, whacking myself in the head with the jump-rope(NEWSFLASH: THIS HURTS) and and just plain standing and wheezing my way through the I dunno how many minute-intervals we were supposed to be hopping and skipping away. Felt so good to know/see that I wasn't the only one being owned in the room though, that's for sure! The rest of the session was a-okay, we even got to kick a sandbag (another OWWW/yay good pain though moment) AND I think I managed to piss this chick off in my row because I suggested she should maybe not flail so much with her arms when she kicks... OOPS. I mean, I knew it would probably come across as really condescending and I am the first to admit my condition is off like hell, but MAN was she ever flailing about. BUT OH WELL, shall have to remember to shut up in the future *shrugs*.
Speaking of sports, I am even considering maybe doing a second session of Taekwondo a week next semester, Michi's been talking my ear off on how I don't do enough sport if I keep bitching to him about having Muskelkater (LIKE HE NEVER BITCHES OR REPEATS HIMSELF ABOUT THINGS NOOOO) and okaaay, even if I am not a fan of his idea of jogging(urggh) another training session Taekwondo might not be such a bad idea. Get me all fit again, lolz. (I was looking at the pics of the party on Saturday-- which was awesome and we stayed until 5 am btw lolol-- and hot damn I kinda put on some pounds. And not in the awesome 'ooh I am more stacked' way, either D:)

2.) The new Kellogg's cereal "ZimZ", or whatever it's called, SUCKS MAJOR ASS and should be ashamed to even call itself a cinnamon-flavoured cereal, because it looks awesome and kind of smells tasty but urrrrrrgh the texture! The flavour! BLARGH, so much for trying new things-- I will now stick FOREVER AND EVER to my Cini Minis, that's for damn sure!

3.) It sure is frustrating when you show up for a pre-approved and set appointment with your Proseminar-Leiter and she turns out to have forgotten to pencil you in, and thus does not have your work with her! Lol, I still managed to talk at her for nearly half an hour re:my questions though. Here's to better luck next week!

4.) The WGKK somehow hates me. WHY AM I RECEIVING MAIL THAT TELLS ME I NEED TO PAY MONEY AGAIN?? That's the whole point of the Abbuchungsauftrag that mailed to them that one time, for them to just take the money from my damn bank account gaaah what is so hard about that? Tomorrow be some srs bizness calling time again. *sigh*.

THIS IS MY BRAIN NOW:



( THIS IS WHERE I WISH MY BRAIN WOULD BE )

Finished the STEP3 Protokoll though! NOW ONTO SOZ CRAMMING AND STEP3 RESEARCH-PAPER WRITING!

why cant i be home in bkk already sob ;3;

I wish I could just spend the whole weekend clutching my hot water bottle and rolling around in bed, because OWW my uterus, but PAED beckons. And I have ignored it valiantly so far.
Am just feeling so lethargic and vaguely annoyed at the world now, and to make matters even more SUPER AWESOME, EXCEPT NOT, dearest roomie Sabrina is also set to spend the weekend in town. She's been here a week, she should disappear again, gnaaaargh... At least she cleaned the bathroom (which I did last time), but already there has been another fantastically bizarre episode with her. So I had this Fructis shampoo and conditioner, right? It was on 'my side' of the shower area, I used it all the time and one day the conditioner ran out and I went and bought a new set of L'oreal shampoo and cond, so that I could switch over to that and have the Fructis shampoo as a back-up. But one day I notice that the Fructis shampoo is suddenly gone (and after furiously racking my memory if I actually threw it away) and ask Sabrina if she saw it.

Her answer: "Oh, that? That's actually my shampoo. :|"

...uh, HOW BOUT NOOOOOO?? And only after I insisted that I had bought it and bla bla did she make a vague 'huh' noise and ignore me. This is like the egg story all over again (she took half of my eggs, which kind of threw a wrench in my dinner plans that day lol, and when I asked her she said 'Oh I must have mixed them up with mine' UHHH DUDE the last time you were here it was mid December. It's early January now what the fuck kind of monster eggs would still be good for so long??).
But what frustrates me that most is that this ...nonchalant(HOW CAN YOU "FORGET" THINGS LIKE THIS) way of acting of hers always throws me off so much that it is really awkward and difficult for me to get pissed and I end up babbling and not calling her on her bullshit (I SAID re:shampoo 'Oh. Well. Uh even if its actually mine you can have the rest of the shampoo ahahah sure sure' GOD I AM SO STUPID)

Should I start writing my name in B-I-G black marker letters over all my shit or what? Arggh, why can't she go awaaaaaaaaay again ;3; Or finish uni and then there will be fresh meat for me to subjugate, mwa ha ha!!

I want to go eat some food now. But I can hear her outside puttering around the kitchen. Urgh.